It took me quite a long time to feel comfortable in my own skin. Growing up, I often wore clothing at least three sizes too big, attempting to hide the awkwardness of puberty. I was introverted, shy, and extremely self-conscious as a teenager. The male persuasion made me uncomfortable and nervous. These characteristics extended into early adulthood, manifesting as social anxiety and a series of unhealthy, abusive relationships. After I began getting tattooed, I saw myself in a different light. I was a woman, not the little girl or fetish object so many desired me to be. With this realization, I began to explore my sexuality and femininity through photography, forcing myself to look only at myself. Through the consistent inundation of my visual appearance, I also began to appreciate my body. Studio practices, however, are intimate interactions and limiting for personal growth and acceptance. To test my resolve, I sought out performance as a tool for breaking down vulnerability and rebuilding courage.

For the past year, I have been exploring my sensuality through burlesque, facilitating an observation of the therapeutic influence tassel twirling has on my psyche. I am beginning to realize that I am strong-willed, determined, intelligent, and creative. I want to live a long, healthy life and experience everything the world has to offer. To commemorate my accomplishment in conquering depression and low self-esteem, I have meticulously selected these images from an archive of hundreds.

It's not what you take off, but how you take it off.

The 1901 Fuck You Spirit Squad, 2010
Documentation By: Ivan Phillips

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My Dick, 2010
Documentation By: Fetish Monkey Studios

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The Undertaker, 2010
Documentation By: Fetish Monkey Studios

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The Life and Death of Dollface, 2010

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Lullaby, 2009
Documentation By: Fetish Monkey Studios

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Dope Crunk, 2009
Documentation By: Fetish Monkey Studios

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Betelgeuse, 2009
Documentation By: Fetish Monkey Studios

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Soaked Red, 2009
Documentation By: Brian Patrick

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Make Me Beautiful, 2009

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Take Me to the Hospital, 2009
Documentation by: Fetish Monkey Studios

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Little Black Dress, 2009
Documentation By: Vine

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Welcome to the Dollhouse, 2009

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Captain Sparrow, 2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial

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Disco Fever, 2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial, Monkey Fetish Studios

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The Lorax, 2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial

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The Wicked Witch of the West, 2009
Documentation By: Volium, Fetish Monkey Studios

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House of 1000 Corpses, 2009

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The Sandman, 2009

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Vermillion, 2009
Documentation By: Zaxaz, Brian Patrick

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Freddy, 2009

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The Fifth Element, 2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial, Devil Bunny

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Neo Geisha, 2009
Documentation By: Devil Bunny

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Burn, 2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial, Vine

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Snitches Get Stitches, 2009
Documentation By: Kennedy Shenberg

A Devil in Nun's Clothing, 2008-2009
Documentation By: Stephanie Niedospial, Angelique Starr

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Merry Crunkmas, 2008

I Love the Dead, 2008
Documentation By: Angelique Starr

 What Gentlemen Prefer, 2008
Documentation By: Volium

Dementia the Clown, 2008

Playtime, 2007

Fire Play, 2007

Giga Byte the Cyborg, 2007-2009
Documentation By: Brian Patrick, Wild Hare Designs

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